Tuesday, August 11, 2009

dEAd spacE.....


Apart frm being the best horror Flick from EA Sports,"Dead Space" personifies my college's  status.Yes!!!Across the premiere institutes,the reason of all brouhaha is Swine Flu, but its seems that NITRKL does not need any such killer causes,waise hi toh..... :( .I dont take any bloody pride in mentioning this thing,but first my seniors,then my branch mates,then my juniors...hav gone by.. got reduced 2 ashes!!!B4 entering this insti,I thought lyk.. I am entering a heaven..but it seems God has taken seriously the literal meaning of my assumption,and has been successful in converting life into heaven for several mates of mine.Every yr we get 3 to 4 days as holidays due to the deaths of our students,the only holidays which I dont cherish.I guess that wud be included in our academic calender..these holidayz from next yr onwards,so much is the  regularity of deaths here.
                                               
Will it ever stop??? If Yes,then How? If No,then Why?But after witnessing such catastrophical 2 yrs,I am deeply concerned with the YES part of the question only.Firstly students does not realize their limits n think themselves 2 b at the top of the world thinking themselves as a part of this world class (Err...World's....ass) institute.  
                       Cant understand thers ample tym 4 njoyment  n all..n ultimately pay the price causing attrition in Insti's reputation.But our insti is too laid-back in this aspect(as in all other aspects).No regular monitoring is done on students entering n leaving the hostel premises during off hours.Kahaan se hoga...security section is busy checking damn Gate passes of NIT students during college hrs putting important issues on the back-burner.But I kno ..nothin's gonna change ..so I hope students only 2 realize the gravity of this situation .Just B Careful,B restrained!! Thats it. I know all of u might think that only negativity is flowing 4m this blog post..thats true..this is wat my mental state is in..n this is only a reflection..                                                                                           
                           
 " This College lyf is really KickAss,
                                                                    How fast these four years pass,
    But Boys B careful,B in control,
                                                       Dont get metamorphosed into a disfigured Carcass!!!! "
                                                                          No cheers!!!!

Saturday, July 4, 2009

IIE....

 Dont u worry,IIE is neither  yet another Engg. college being set up in Bhubaneshwar nor any one of the Da Vinci codes nor any so called successor of IEEE!!!!It just means -IDOLS...INSPIRATIONS..EMBODIMENTS.Idols are ubiquitous.Every one has his/her own interpretation of his/her idol.
Sum follow their idols blindly..irrespective of wat they r doing..silly people..Sum of them like certain qualities of their idols.But dont believe wat our Dumb indian directors say about the word "Inspirations" lyk--"This movie is JUST an inspiration 4m a hollywood flick!!"
Lets cum to the point..if their is anything like IDOLS or sumthing ..then I strictly luk up to one man..whose one quality is totally indispensable--"ATTITUDE".And that man is STEVE JOBS,CEO of Apple Computer and of Pixar Animation Studios, n why I idolize him will b clear 4m the lines below.
Now it wll b gr8..if he himself tells u why he is my idol....following is his speech  which he gave during the commencement of Stanford university in 2005.Lets get the ball rolling!!!!!!!!!!!
                                                               I am honored to be with you today at your commencement from one of the finest universities in the world. I never graduated from college. Truth be told, this is the closest I've ever gotten to a college graduation. Today I want to tell you three stories from my life. That's it. No big deal. 
Just three stories. 
The first story is about connecting the dots. 
I dropped out of Reed College after the first 6 months, but then stayed around as a drop-in for another 18 months or so before I really quit. So why did I drop out? It started before I was born. My biological mother was  unwed college graduate student, and she decided to put me up for adoption. She felt very strongly that I should be adopted by college graduates, so everything was all set for me to be adopted at birth by a lawyer and his wife. Except that when I popped out they decided at the last minute that they really wanted a girl. So my parents, who were on a waiting list, got a call in the middle of the night asking: "We have an unexpected baby boy; do you want him?" They said: "Of course." My biological mother later found out that my mother had never graduated from college and that my father had never graduated from high school. She refused to sign the final adoption papers. She only relented a few months later when my parents promised that I would someday go to college. 
      
      And 17 years later I did go to college.  After six months, I couldn't see the value in it. I had no idea what I wanted to do with my life and no idea how college was going to help me figure it out. And here I was spending all of the money my parents had saved their entire life. So I decided to drop out and trust that it would all work out OK. It was pretty scary at the time, but looking back it was one of the best decisions I ever made. The minute I dropped out I could stop taking the required classes that didn't interest me, and begin dropping in on the ones that looked interesting. 
      It wasn't all romantic. I didn't have a dorm room, so I slept on the floor in friends' rooms, I returned coke bottles for the 5¢ deposits to buy food with, and I would walk the 7 miles across town every Sunday night to get one good meal a week at the Hare Krishna temple. I loved it. And much of what I stumbled into by following my curiosity and intuition turned out to be priceless later on. Let me give you one example: 
Reed College at that time offered perhaps the best calligraphy instruction in the country.I decided to take a calligraphy class to learn how to do this. I learned about serif and san serif typefaces, about varying the amount of space between different letter combinations, about what makes great typography great.It was beautiful, historical, artistically subtle in a way that science can't capture, and I found it fascinating.
             None of this had even a hope of any practical application in my life. But ten years later, when we were designing the first Macintosh computer, it all came back to me. And we designed it all into the Mac. It was the first computer with beautiful typography. If I had never dropped in on that single course in college, the Mac would have never had multiple typefaces or proportionally spaced fonts. And since Windows just copied the Mac, its likely that no personal computer would have them. If I had never dropped out, I would have never dropped in on this calligraphy class, and personal computers might not have the wonderful typography that they do. Of course it was impossible to connect the dots looking forward when I was in college. But it was very, very clear looking backwards ten years later. 
      Again, you can't connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards. So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future. You have to trust in something - your gut, destiny, life, karma, whatever. This approach has never let me down, and it has made all the difference in my life. 
 My second story is about love and loss. 
      I was lucky – I found what I loved to do early in life. Woz and I started Apple in my parents garage when I was 20. We worked hard, and in 10 years Apple had grown from just the two of us in a garage into a $2 billion company with over 4000 employees. We had just released our finest creation - the Macintosh - a year earlier, and I had just turned 30. And then I got fired. How can you get fired from a company you started? Well, as Apple grew we hired someone who I thought was very talented to run the company with me, and for the first year or so things went well. But then our visions of the future began to diverge and eventually we had a falling out. When we did, our Board of Directors sided with him. So at 30 I was out. And very publicly out. What had been the focus of my entire adult life was gone, and it was devastating.
I really didn't know what to do for a few months. I felt that I had let the previous generation of entrepreneurs down - that I had dropped the baton as it was being passed to me. I met with David Packard and Bob Noyce and tried to apologize for screwing up so badly. I was a very public failure, and I even thought about running away from the valley. 
But something slowly began to dawn on me – I still loved what I did. The turn of events at Apple had not changed that one bit. I had been rejected, but I was still in love. And so I decided to start over. 
      I didn't see it then, but it turned out that getting fired from Apple was the best thing that could have ever happened to me. The heaviness of being successful was replaced by the lightness of being a beginner again, less sure about everything. It freed me to enter one of the most creative periods of my life. I'm pretty sure none of this would have happened if I hadn't been fired from Apple. It was awful tasting medicine, but I guess the patient needed it. Sometimes life hits you in the head with a brick. Don't lose faith. I'm convinced that the only thing that kept me going was that I loved what I did. You've got to find what you love. And that is as true for your work as it is for your lovers. Your work is going to fill a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work. And the only way to do great work is to love what you do. If you haven't found it yet, keep looking. Don't settle. As with all matters of the heart, you'll know when you find it. And, like any great relationship, it just gets better and better as the years roll on. So keep looking until you find it. Don't settle.

      During the next five years, I started a company named NeXT, another company named Pixar, and fell in love with an amazing woman who would become my wife. Pixar went on to create the worlds first computer animated feature film, Toy Story, and is now the most successful animation studio in the world. In a remarkable turn of events, Apple bought NeXT, I retuned to Apple, and the technology we developed at NeXT is at the heart of Apple's current renaissance. And Laurene and I have a wonderful family together. 
 My third story is about death
      When I was 17, I read a quote that went something like: "If you live each day as if it was your last, someday you'll most certainly be right." It made an impression on me, and since then, for the past 33 years, I have looked in the mirror every morning and asked myself: "If today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today?" And whenever the answer has been "No" for too many days in a row, I know I need to change something.
       Remembering that I'll be dead soon is the most important tool I've ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everything – all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure - these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart. 
About a year ago I was diagnosed with cancer. I had a scan at 7:30 in the morning, and it clearly showed a tumor on my pancreas. I didn't even know what a pancreas was. The doctors told me this was almost certainly a type of cancer that is incurable, and that I should expect to live no longer than three to six months. My doctor advised me to go home and get my affairs in order, which is doctor's code for prepare to die. It means to try to tell your kids everything you thought you'd have the next 10 years to tell them in just a few months. It means to make sure everything is buttoned up so that it will be as easy as possible for your family. It means to say your goodbyes. 
      I lived with that diagnosis all day. Later that evening I had a biopsy, where they stuck an endoscope down my throat, through my stomach and into my intestines, put a needle into my pancreas and got a few cells from the tumor. I was sedated, but my wife, who was there, told me that when they viewed the cells under a microscope the doctors started crying because it turned out to be a very rare form of pancreatic cancer that is curable with surgery. I had the surgery and I'm fine now. This was the closest I've been to facing death, and I hope its the closest I get for a few more decades. 
Having lived through it, I can now say this to you with a bit more certainty than when death was a useful but purely intellectual concept: 
Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of other's opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary. When I was young, there was an amazing publication called The Whole Earth Catalog, which was one of the bibles of my generation. 
      It was created by a fellow named Stewart Brand not far from here in Menlo Park, and he brought it to life with his poetic touch. This was in the late 1960's, before personal computers and desktop publishing, so it was all made with typewriters, scissors, and polaroid cameras. It was sort of like Google in paperback form, 35 years before Google came along: it was idealistic, and overflowing with neat tools and great notions. 

      Stewart and his team put out several issues of The Whole Earth Catalog, and then when it had run its course, they put out a final issue. It was the mid-1970s, and I was your age. On the back cover of their final issue was a photograph of an early morning country road, the kind you might find yourself hitchhiking on if you were so adventurous. Beneath it were the words: "Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish." It was their farewell message as they signed off. Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish. And I have always wished that for myself. 

      And now, as you graduate to begin anew, I wish that for you. 

      Stay Hungry, Stay Foolish!
This things r 2 b followed n undrstud by one n all.But dont start wonderin evrywer saying this 2 evrybody..otherwise u wud get a tight slap..n will get 2 hear.."Hav sum food..u foolish guy!!!".

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

can u TAKE the FAKE??????????

The above line is not a humorous parody or an understatement,this is the world's greatest truth prevailing 2day...yeah u read it right.."truth".Right 4m the pounds of make up of 2day's actresses(ofcourse ther r xceptions in the form of Kristen Stewart..lets not get into that issue coz then my scrollbar will complain of height retardation) to my exam papers..(have a luk at my Renewable Systems paper..which is fakeness personified)..all has  substantial fakeness embedded onto it.If u group all the fake people in this world ,this will conjure up an never ending playlist of an iPOD shuffle..huh!!.                            
                                   This disease is so much prevalent n contagious that evry class of people r faking themselves out of their skins.B it a student of std X, who fakes his parents that he is goin 2 Tuitions,but he ends up somewhere else which has a definite G-connection(am sure u all will b smart enou to guess its Girly rather than nething related to Broadband).Its  kinda funny that he uses the same weapon n fakes hell of a things in the xam answer papers..which everyone says as "luck"(luck...wat the f....let it be)...n its not a big deal in 2day's curriculum that he  even gets gud grades....(ask any CS student in NIT RKL).Or b it the politicians..leave it..leave it(same scrollbar issue),u kno how these guys r.."idols"..........(of fakeness)!!!   
                                    Relations are not are not alien 2 this phenomenon..2day evryone thrives only on  personal benefits n relationships have bcum mere obligation 2 the society... a big thanx 2 Ekta kapoor 4 promoting these thoughts among the viewers thru her so called soaps ...but in true sense..which are equivalent 2 "toilet soaps" full of make up n bullshit!! Every pristine relation 2day has bcome so complicated n turbid that one fears 2  even get into a relation ..thinkin of its consequences,which is so pitiful.Doubt, uncertainty n mistrust has eclipsed all the relations just like clouds do to the sun mercilessly in England.2day the word "Relationship" can better b termed as  "Convenience"!!!                               
                                       But the million dollar question is that "Does it really matter???" Every person is making vague attempts to outsmart others..saying that his/her motto is "Live n let Live" where as every one is tryin their level best 2 disallow other person's existence.By the word "Everyone" I mean everyone...seriously!!The situation 2day goes like this :One individual plays dirty game on other..the other person retaliates with even more dirtier one...like wise the hypocrisy level increases...finally the one who wins.. gets the cherry ..while the loser lands in catch 22 situation!!The reason why I raised the above question is coz...no one has any complaints against this issue of fakeness coz everyone is overdosed wid it!!! Backbiting is served as breakfast..oiling as lunch..n hypocrisy in dinner..mouth watering isn't it?...damn it!! I have wasted my last 40 min to just convey that we shud b alert of our surroundings.. as we r going 2 thrive  in a harsh world.. a world full of cut-throat competition ..so accept fakeness as "PART" of life ,not as "HEART" of life!! Then life just may bcum more flexible(no more winners n no losers!!).Wat a piece of Advise!!!!!!!! Don't worry this is not fake..or  is it ????????                                    

Sunday, May 3, 2009

DayschY 4.....

Hello.......PEHCHAAN KAUN??? ya its me.Anurag,returning back from my hibernation period...a " BIT "of prolonged one...I must say.If u all have 4gotten me..I don't blame u all.Actually I was pretty engrossed in writing articles for THE TIMES OF INDIA,for these past months, see how much POLITICALLY inCORRECT I am . Actually after my 3rd Semester disaster,I was busy in "disaster management" in the 4th semester,which just means compensation.But now when the sems are over and the blissful summer vacation which extends till eternity,has started.These all factors concerted in what I am doing now...writing ma 3rd blog post.

Now, most of the times,when I get to start to write a blog,the most retracting factor is wat 2 write??means the topic.After that last blog post, our team had won yet another Super Six cricket tournament,but how can I write about our victories again and again.See how much HUMBLE I am. Actually, I didn't want ma blog to be transformed into a cricket web site. These were very eventful 3 to 4 months which included my exciting trip to IIT Kharagpur's tech fest,disastrous tech fest n a decent spring fest of our institute,NITRKL.I take no shame in mentioning the dismal festivals of our insti ,coz i know its responsibility was in the hands of utterly incompetent ppl.See how TRUTHFUL I am.So these events are not worth mentioning here in my happy blog.

Lets come to the point.Now I have decided 2 write abt sum ppl whose company I have enjoyed in the last 2 yrs at NITRKL institute.Dont b afraid of the topic mentioned above,its not about another Rakesh Roshan's KRAZZY n disastrous directorial venture,but just an excerpt of my life at NITRKL.In our Electrical branch, hostelites form the majority as all of other branches,but our day scholar group of electrical simply rocks... So lets get started!!!

Firstly its Abhijit Pradhan.The complete yaroon ka yaar n Pune is his pehla pyaar...(Why? Come onnnnn,it wud b an easy guess)An ultra-talkative chap,hyper active,conscious of wat he does.Imagination is his daily dose of oxygen..but we have to suffer the carbon dioxide of it.Its mighty comical how imaginative he gets n that's the source of constant entertainment to us.But he's a great person 2 hang out with.A person who strikes more than decent balance in studies n xtra curricular.He's practical n not at least CHEAP like some electrical fellows(who can go to any extent for getting good grades)(the relation to this fact is purely real,the grades may reflect this...this semester).Lastly, he is much of helping nature n I tell him if he remains like this 4ever...PUNE DOOR NAHI HAI!!!!!

Then comes our Snigdharup Banerjee a.k.a Dindo.The 1st word comes to my mind wen I start 2 talk about him is "funny".A bit of lazy...bit of moody ,opportunist i.e present at the right spots at the right times.Moreover he has got the best of one liners u will ever get 2 hear .These are so spontaneous n exaggerated, that u can't hold ur laugh back.A headstrong guy who sticks 2 his perceptions.We make a gud pair in quizzing which I really like coz he has got vast knowledge of current affairs(like me)hehehe!!!See how DOWN TO EARTH I am.Last of all, he's a nice person to share company.

Then comes Sanaul Hoda..referred to as " Hanaul Soda " by Dindo...I told u he's funny.He's the best person I have come across with.An avid reader,has great fascination for novels,reads them like an entomologist studying a wasp, really appreciate that quality of his.But,
koi bhi dudh ka dhula nahi hota na...Every one has got a flip side.God, this person is an epitome of laziness.......u may ask dindo , he will relate tales of sanaul's laziness during our trip to IIT KGP.Can u guess the most seductive thing in the eyes of Sanaul which makes his mouth water???THINK ..THINK ....NO..u dirty mind,its not that u think!! Its just a pillow n a bed.He simply can't resist them.Like in those old cartoons,in the character's eyes,dollar signs twinkles when they see money..sanaul's case is perfectly analogous.Otherwise a simple person, well spoken and a perfect foil for me n dindo to make fun of.

Ahemmm..Ahemmm....then comes Anurag Mishra.If u read the above portion of the blog carefully u will get to know him.He is POLITICALLY inCORRECT,HUMBLE,TRUTHFUL, DOWN TO EARTH .And another thing, I leave it on u to describe him in the comments section..NECESSARY for neutral readers..COMPULSORY for above persons.Sorry guys I may have written much more about you all..but 2 factors that played the role of inhibitors in this chemical reaction were:-


  • readers complained that the length of the scroll bar was tending to zero in my last blog post ,so I tuk that factor into consideration and had 2 cut short the length of this post(relatively I guess........).
  • above persons have still not returned my 108 rupees of Xerox which I had done for them in the last sem, and this fact is highly unappreciated.
In this case,the latter cause is dominating... byebye..cheers!!